The Truth Comes Out at Night

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This is the third night in a row I guess you could say I’ve been having nightmares. The first two nights were about snakes and last night I was crying so hard I woke myself up.

It makes me realize how deep we bury some of life’s messes we carry. We stick them in a deep place so that we can forget and go on with trying to live a happy life. The truth though, is they are still there affecting us every day whether we are aware of it or not.

Maybe dreams are a safe way to deal with the monsters who continually chase us long after we think we’ve grown up enough to make them disappear. It amazes me how the fear and the pain feel more real while we sleep than we allow it to be felt while we are awake.

The lesson is this. I have to rid myself of these monsters once and for all. I have to make sure that when I do dream about them they are just small, little creatures who do not hold the power over me that they do right now. So, how do I make them shrink? How do I face them head on and let them know they cannot control me any longer?

The snakes in my dream never attack me. In fact, I guess you could say they don’t even bite me. They just stare at me with piercing eyes and slowly slither around me, squeezing me and reminding me they have a tight hold on all I do. One day I will wiggle myself free, but for now, I will try and take back my control, one day at a time, before that snake gains enough strength to squeeze all the life right out of me. Me or monsters? Who will win?

6 thoughts on “The Truth Comes Out at Night

  1. Scott

    for me it used to be frankenstein, right? I woke you up, like you used to me, because I thought you’d want me to, but I always wanted to drop gloves and fight…! I was jealous of the great battle you were fighting. It was an epic confrontation. Next time I let you vanquish the demon. It’s all inside you. Think without limits and be Dauntless!

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  2. Kimberly, Psychologists say picture your fear before you & put it in a box. Then shrink the box & visualize it moving from before your forehead to the back of your head. Another technique for bad recurring dreams is when you wake, mentally continue the bad dream & turn it, give it, a good ending!!! Phil from “Excuse Us…”

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